February 2012
Sorry that I gave a shit.
I’m done now.
I should be happy about this, right?
Well than why the hell am I so damn upset?
To be left alone is the most precious thing one can ask of the modern world.
– Anthony Burgess
Why are there no guys my age that I can have...
kicking-edgar-allan-poe:
I just want someone to lay in a field with me and make me question everything.
I want someone to make me see the world differently.
I want to make music with someone
and maybe hook up
and make music again
and then talk for hours and hours again.
sleep and repeat as needed.
I now only go to school for about 5 hours every...
Thank the lord.
Other people: Aw, look at the couple. They're so cute!
Me: I wonder if they've fucked yet.
I do things like get in a taxi and say, “The library, and step on it.
– David Foster Wallace (via speak-quite-a-storm)
blackbruise:
I like being alone, but I hate the feeling of being lonely. When you’re alone, you have time for yourself. Your thoughts finally catch up to you. You set your mind on things and everything is just clearer. Nothing’s bothering you and everything just feels right for once. When you feel lonely, you feel as if no one’s there for you. It feels like no one understands you or is willing...
School: 2+2=4
Homework: 2+4+2=8
Exam: Adam has 4 apples, his train is 7 minutes early, calculate the mass of the sun.
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I often looked at myself with furious discontent, which verged on loathing, and...
– Fyodor Dostoyevsky (via theprospectofvanishingforever)
Bleh.
I hate this.
All of it.
I really wish none of it would have ever happened.
That I never met them.
Okay.
To be perfectly honest.
I’m sad.
Okay?
I just wish I had someone to talk to about it.